Rapper Future cover Rolling Stone Magazine, talks meeting Ciara for the first time

Rapper Future grace the cover  Rolling Stone Magazine, discuss lookalike US rapper Desiigner, and Legal problem with ex girlfriend Singer Ciara. In a Rolling Stone interview released on Wednesday, the rapper opened up about his relationship with ex-fiancée Ciara, and their explosive custody battle over two-year-old son Future Zahir.

 Rapper Future cover Rolling Stone Magazine, talks meeting Ciara for the first time

“I can’t deal with it,” Future told the magazine about the custody battle that has resulted from his breakup with the singer. “I can’t even think about it. I never imagined my life would be like that: ‘I’m going to sue you and take away from you.’”

“I don’t know how to deal with something like that,” the 32-year-old rapper confessed, adding that making music in the studio has become a source of escape. “All I know is record, record, record, record.”

Of course, his relationship with Ciara has been tense for some time – three months after welcoming their son in 2014, Future was accused of cheating on the “Body Party” singer. The resulting breakup quickly turned volatile – with Future speaking out about his ex on several occasions.

Just last July, the rapper addressed pictures of Ciara’s then-boyfriend (now fiancé), Russell Wilson, pushing Future Jr. in a stroller.

“You never do that in our community. You don’t even bring a man around your son. You only know this dude for a few months and you’re bringing him around your kid? Who does that?” he said during a radio interview with the Breakfast Club. “I’m not for the publicity stunts. Leave my son out of the publicity stunts.”

when asked about Desiigner, he tried to avoid the subject,telling the journalist, "I never worried about anyone else ... I don't even want his name in the article." They also touch on Future's failed relationship with Ciara which followed the release of Future's debut album Honest in short succession (both considered underwhelming Future moments).

"I was scared as shit," the rapper says, "I was one step away from being married, and I feel like I failed publicly in relationships. Then you want to go back to doing music, to what you know. And if the people didn't accept you again, the one thing you feel like you can fall back on, it walked away from you. You feel like it's over." He added, "I remember Esco going, 'You need to spend time in the studio and get back to creating. Block all that shit out. You going through a lot right now. Turn that shit into music, or it's gonna get the best of you.' Because everything's popping up in the media. Every day, it's something. It was getting bigger than my music." 

Despite everything that's happened with Ciara (and her new boo Russell Wilson), Future says he just wants her to be happy. "Her being successful, her being happy, helps me," he says.